Thursday, March 04, 2004
getting good results ain't so good uh?
MarkSae, Da-jie Bid Goodbye at 10:39 PM i.S. t.h.i.S. t.h.e. e.n.d. o.R. t.h.e. S.t.a.R.t.
how u wish it was as ez for u like me rite? where i actually have no choice.. its like life's not so good aft all.. its a moment of joy.. upon realising the reality.. it just comes and kills us all.. its so unrealistic just to look and rejoice over the result.. and then who's the one studying and who's the one scoring?
who's the one suffering and dying when it all rounds dun to u and no one else... when it all rounds dwn to what u want and not what others..
life's not about pleasing others.. Its about living it fulfilling to one's own standards.. to some it may just be company and friends..
to others its about certs and money and to many its to know that u have the best people to rely upon..esp knowing that this is such a materialistic and cold world.. And to many to know that u are someone in another's eyes... to know that its not really impt to be the best.. just being urself is good enough..wads the use of posin all ur life but turnin up not know who u are but what only know what others wbnat of u..when u reach other's expectations.. where are they? 6 ft under? or far away from u.. cos u just dun care about them and only the targets set for u?
its so heartless.. life...
thanks all.. thanks God.. :D love ya loads... :D
really loved what happened yest.. guys.. u rock... had a great time at pizza hut man.. havent gone crazy for so long time.. really man.. and well u all just helped me and did that lor! haha..
pizza hut.. sailow..: sorry forgive him.. he(andrew) just got outta IMH.. helping him celebrate.. :D
andrew: (aft the assistant helped refill his cup placed the cup infront of the assistant to refill again.. waitress walks away after refilling all) yam sheng!!! damn loud!!
sailow: i graduated from woodbridge liao
andrew: this is what it means to have graduated k? (aloud) hey kian kuen wanna da pao anot?!
LoL.. fell dwn.. once accidentally.. said to have looked very nice.. so was requested to redo it again.. sadistic as i m.. i redid is at marina bay mrt station 2 more times.. wah lao! nvm shall not go into details then.. but now my knee hurt like ok~ dUh~ haha.. and its like really insane lor.. took pics of my face against the glass windows of the train.. and much more siao stuff lah.. these people are all siao one.. and my jae and sai low just takes my phone and read each time we meet up to catch up.. and know whats happening in each other's life.. so cool rite? but quite meaningless.. actaully not.. now they know a lot.. haha.. so yar.. haha.. but they really are able to let me be free of what others think of me.. andthe responsibility too.. haha.. when i told my mum i was at marina bay mrt this is what she replied ok?! "uh so far uh? be careful ok.. have gang fight leh.." wah lao.. see oready laugh until siao man.. haha.. and thats my mother...
i then today.. wah its a conspiracy btw my 2 best friends and my parents lor.. came up to my place to gave me a shock o my life!! haah..another unforgetable day lah.. these two days have been great.. esp becos of someone.. haha.. thanks a lot.. thank God for u.. hmm.. and all my friends.. and oso fir another guy who help me tell my whole church its my b'day.. isnt that cool? so liddat sure kena sabo liao lah.. haha... anyway thanks.. :D
i actually dunno wad to say leh... aaargh... a liletried aft all the celebrations.. and my phone is like overloading with all the msgs.. LoL thanks all.. :D
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