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Friday, May 07, 2004

..lessons that have to be learnt...

...lessons that had been learnt..


haiz.. has been a tiring day.. asking myself.. why did i join HW.. why as i even offered to join? was it really my credibility? was it really my linguistic ability? or what is it that actually pulled me to saying yes to boss in the first day? was there really a carrot? i dun like that carrot anymore.. how? the koyuk that was sold to me.. lessons have to be learnt!

too much good things to ur ears saying that they really need u is just crap.. ask urself do u really want to join this? will the company die without you? if yes.. all the more u shouldnt go in.. u will work urself to death.. might as well just start up a whole new company urself if u are really that indispensible.. if u are not then y get into it also.. the company will just make u do shit anyhow.. carrot to me was simple.. it was a huge project that he wanted to put me in.. but by getting into the company.. i realised what real volunteerism was all about.. and now this not only not work on me.. its disgust to me.. and thats what the whole company is to me..

yet i have seen that well this is good job experience.. i can see that there is not really much office politics.. within staff esp.. simply putting.. we dun mind losing our jobs for each other.. we will even congrad me if i get sacked.. but then this might just be the same crap that i will face in the future work place.. and how to handle volunteers or people that are under me.. at least the people that i will be working with are all motivated by the Spirit.. and my duty is to motivate them to get motivated by the Spirit lor.. but this one.. i get demotivated teh moment i step in.. ugh... aargh.. nvm lah.. heck this whole thing liao lah..

anyway.. i found a literature side to ah bengs liao.. haha.. ok this is another form of crap that i have lah.. its when i really m bored then i just think of nothing..then i will think of these type of crap lah..

today is a beautiful day lor...
unress u dun aglee wid me hor..
i still got to say lor..

and then uh!
i velly angerly uh!
the ah seng uh!
dare to beat me uh!

u got see urself lah!
anot i show u ah!
dunno what thinking u lah!
but i heck care liao lah!

since they cannot find the rhyming words to make a sentence rhyme uh! thy use the ah lah and uh to make it sound nice lor.. if not uh.. they cannot one leh.. sure sound very the funny one lor.. what to do? LoL..

anyway.. selina.. glad that ur com's working now.. xf.. haha.. was reading ur blog and the name candice kept flashing on ur entry.. haha.. she is really closely in a distant way.. related to me leh.. haha.. if i tell my friend that the name has been flashing.. i think his eyes will pop.. LoL...

anyway just came back from downstairs.. nothing but the cool air.. test my faith within.. but then its quite shiok to walk and buy nothing.. haha.. dunno why i trained my ears so hard.. could even hear my foots step's echo.. thot that i was being followed.. knew the distance it was coming from.. that wall not far from me.. ouch i told myself.. how could i scare myself? haha... dun let my imagination run wild.. hehe.. quite fun for a while.. but jus dun do it too long.. hehe..

haiz.. miss my old life.. i m slacking with friends.. not alone.. hate staying at home.. ugh... i want to watch troy.. i wanna watch van helsing.. i wanna watch starsky and hutch.. that show sound funny.. dunno if gladiatress is still showing.. will wanna watch it too.. and i wanna watch 50 first dates.. i wanna watch all the shows in the cinema.. eh not the artistic ones lah.. but then can watch oso not bad.. i m artistic anyway.. mehehe..

i m a tv junkie.. haha..thats what my bro calls me.. i can watch a tv serial in what its showing halfway till the end.. or even a one time movie show from the middle and just watch it.. have been doing that all my life.. and m still doing that.. haha.. and still i have my fun and relaxation.. hehe.. anyway.. i m a slacker what.. mehehehe... :D

good nite..

pressing preview your post already..

then the sign out button.. haha.. think u guys must really be thinkin that must us really lame today? yeah i m.. cos that son of a black cf is leaving Singapore tmr at 1940 and to all SJI guys.. 412 is meeting at 1800 at changi airport mrt station control station.. inside outside all the same.. yep.. and y m i so lame oso? i had a meeting till 1030 in church.. had my fair share of laughter.. and a look at the gal who looks like michelle chia.. haha.. yeah jun.. and yes manda.. :D

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