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Saturday, May 15, 2004

mankind is just so short sighted!!

was going to ling's birthday bash yesterday.. and on the mrt was so grossed out by the behaviour if these two kids brought out by their grand mother.. i wouldnt get a chance to do what the two of them were doing for if i did do it.. i'd get a spankin and a BIG scolding in public till i din dare to do another... the were swinging round and round the poles that came dwn from the top.. yeah that ones.. and they were just shouting so loudly that i could hear them even thru my ear phones playing loud music.. that was how loud they were.. they were not only intruding into other's peace and being and inconvenience to the public... they were putting their own lifes to danger.. their ages were only about 4-6 years old.. and the could hardly balance when the train was moving.. what if the train had to stop suddenly throwing then to the next bar and crashing their heads against the bar? permemant head damage? or better still happytreefriends? and the best.. the lets say guardian din even scold or stop them at all!! thats y spare the rod and spoil the child.. its so true.. i've gone thru the whole system of this whacking and scolding and the torture.. m i a social liability? what is the nex generation of people becoming of? these people who are going to lead the country and ensure my comfy retirement life?

and on the train since i was not reading anything.. i just thot of a lile some stuff..i can understand this.. try to figure out what i mean.. "does every beginning have an ending..? every ending is a beginning to an ending but is there an ultimate ending where there is no beginning to? or is there a beginning where there is no ending.. there is no ultimate ending but only an eternal beginning.. :D

the eyes is the window to ur soul.. when i look into ur eyes the speak a million words.. tell me that i m wrong i wish that i was.. but at each time u say its ok.. ur eyes speak a different story.. i really dunno.. but do tell me ur mind.. its not good to keep it in.. we are here to solve problems not to add to ur problems.. and as what u said.. if i m a bother to u.. pls do say.. i dun wan it to be a one way thingy here.. if u are tired... tell me.. make it known.. at least even if it cannot be solved.. we can go thru it together.. yep?

and sai low and jae... sy will call.. oso din call.. waited by the phone for lemme see.. 2 over hours.. how could u pang saeh me like that? punish me uh? but what did i do wrong? u all bully me!!!

anyway having a headach now.. an old time friend just now.. had much of a catching up.. yeah...ok shall stop here lah.. cant really think liao lor.. yup.. cya guys.. :D

God bless

MarkSae, Da-jie Bid Goodbye at 9:42 PM

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