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Thursday, June 10, 2004

yawnz, fun, high, damn


had my whole share of fun and this are my final hours of solitude.. or more likely, freedom as i had. an account of the past few days.. and certain things that i have learnt and taboos that all should follow.. ;)

monday, woke up at 7 tp send parents and bro off... stood there and almost froze to death.. if i had known what would happen in the next few days.. think i would rather had frozen myself than to really wanna go thru it. went back home to slp again and woke up at about 11.. cos i slept at about 2. ate lunch.. instant noodles.. and then went online.. cleared room and home before going to pick jaime imran bing xiuf jun up. supposed to meet jun at 330.. and he was late.. VERY yet not informing me.. good thing i met jaime.. so went with him after calling jun to buy the stuff that was needed lah.. then bing and xiuf was already in long johns.. sometimes i really wonder why the hand phone was invented.. if i hadn't spotted them.. dun think they would have calle me either.. haiz.. so met the rest and then brought them back after the shopping.. wanted to go thru some house rules.. only could say ONE out of the THREE.. masterbed room outta bounce.. but then i also wanted people to keep the bloody cups after use and off lights not in use.. and wasnt that simple? no.. they ran straight to the comp and played.. tried to get the DVD player working..and downloading a MILLION AND ONE things into my comp.. something that my parents did not like doing on a 700mhz comp lah.. so slow liao.. if they come back and find it slow again... my balls will roll lah.. haiz.. see how lor.. later.. nvm.. had the VCD player working me.. then no shows to watch.. pro rite? LoL.. and terence was supposed to come lah.. but then he was so tired that when he got home he din want to go out le.. and then we had pizza for dinner.. 2 slices for 5 bucks.. not filling at all.. damn it lah.. and so we were still hungry.. brought them to town central.. and the hawker center.. nothing there left le.. sad.. then went down to the muslim coffee shop and ate lah.. ok lah.. so so only.. then we went to block 37.. opposite my block.. to play at the play ground.. by that time pee and ben chan was already with us... then went home to bathe.. and then bing and jaime went back to town central 7-11 to get cocktails.. haiz.. mistake lah.. its x and not high an amount of alcohol lah.. nvm.. then played bluff.. that was so so so personal lah.. thanks to xiuf... haiz.. shall not talk about teh bluff.. but it surely was one of the best uno games played lah.. so funny lor.. and every one was high on each other's laughter.. haha.. fun lah..

then after that we decided not to play le.. and left the house.. bing went to NUH to see the docs.. and the sji guys went back to sji to get our certs.. haha.. and xuif went to sch i think.. and pee went home.. thinkin that she'd really make it back the day itself.. haiz.. so we slept on our way dwn to sch lor.. actaully is THEY lah.. cos i only slept for about 20 mins outta the hour lah.. sucks.. and ben chan was not feeling well lor.. so he went home and saw the docs.. and din come back anymore after that.. and the rest of us went back home.. and i called to arrange with tong to get the few shows.. yeah.. was good lah.. so went home and helped them cook instant noodles.. ok lah.. rather do that than they messsing up the whole kitchen for a packet of instant noodles.. picked selina up before cooking.. the moment we reached home she called.. haha.. and was lost at woodlands interchange.. haha.. so guided her to the berth and she made her way here lah.. not bad lah.. can lah.. :D came here and watched musa.. shall not wanna talk more about it than say that i was a good and sadistic show.. having jaime falling aslp halfway thru such a good show.. silly.. haha.. anyway.. finished the show and went to go buy the food lah... ok lah.. shall not wanna say anymore oso.. sad lah.. and whatever oso lah.. shouldnt have had the BBQ in the first damned place lah.. came up after the buying and lazed arnd for an hour..wanted to sleep but just couldnt lah.. dunno y again.. but so we went down to start the fire.. bing did a good job.. must hand it to him.. well done dude! but for me.. i was running here and there to pick people up and bring people home lah.. din have the apetite to eat anymore lah.. and i still had to pay my share of 7 bucks.. sucks lah.. anyway.. the first people who missed the bus stop after giving them the instructions.. chels manda and ling... haiz.. -_-''' thats all i can say lah.. the first and ONLY... tok had her father to send her dwn.. so it wasnt that bad.. everyone was there lah... lets see... bing imran jaime selina cherie ling manda chels huijia pee xiuf.. hmmmz.. there should be some more..sorry if i missed out any lah.. and well brought some of them up to my place to take a looky.. mistake doing so lah.. haiz.. shall say later.. anyway.. then had to go for the BBQ.. haiz.. they were playing with fire.. and well i just sat there not bothered at all lah.. just sian-ed out! totally lah... some stuff up my mind after 24 hours of happenings and not sleepin at all... well then went to the straits with cherie xiuf and jaime.. after the rest had left.. and just talked a lile there.. shouted out.. and well much better le lah.. just needed a ear.. thanks mum (cherie) anyway.. and then was just thinkin lah.. well i felt that the whole hassle and money spent was not worth it at all.. cos for the hassle.. i have to clear up every mess that was created at home.. and had to so called become the bloody maid of the house.. and the whole thing was not worth it cos people were just complaining.. but then if people had told me that they had their share of fun.. at least i felt it was worth la.. sometimes i really still think its not worth.. without having people just enjoy themselves... cos i din really lah.. sent cherie to the carpark .. lest she gets lost... LoL.. nvm.. and then went back to join jaime and xiuf again sat there and talked and well.. ya.. shiok.. the wind was nice.. and that day the causeway was nicer due to the lights of the cars in the jam.. not bad lah.. anyway yeah.. then went home after a while.. and thanks bing and imran for cleaning up the place.. felt really happy lah.. and then we just bathed and cleaned up and tong called.. xiuf my 11 had fallen aslp le.. and tong was still in tp.. he left at 0000 somewhere there.. haha.. missed his last bus and train.. and his mobile died.. so suay lah.. LoL.. so he called up and i told him.. just take the cab up.. i will help him pay and then i will help him pay for it first.. and also that he could ask the cabbie to lend his phone to call me lah.. was quite a good arrangement.. cos when i left the house and reached the lift.. he called.. and then i went dwn to get his back.. he bought supper and yet.. went home to eat and all.. can lah.. had a filling time while watching om bak.. or is that how you spelt it? hmmmz.. and well yeah.. after that we watched when the last sword is drawn.. nice show.. but the chronological order of the show was a lile confusing.. bing and me were left awake watching the show.. and well.. slept at 530 after the show.. they all slept really well lah.. and for me.. jaime woke me up at 6 to get him outta the house so he could go home and get his skates.. then he msged at 730 to ask about what time he was wanted back.. and then ling msged and then i couldnt sleep le.. so i said i slept for about 2 hours on total for monday tues to wed lah..

'woke' at about 8 and tehn just watered the plants and lazed around for a while.. then waited for jaime to return and then we went to makan breakfast downstairs.. prata downstairs sucks lah... then came back and packed for sentosa in the raining weather.. okie lah.. we left at 1 and met tong.. then went to habour frnt.. jaime tong bing me.. and met selina and simon there and also ling.. was raining lah..couldnt go to sentosa so we went to the hawker center to eat lor.. and then after that went to habour frnt mall to play arcade.. sianed out lah.. not really that interesting.. then travelled to town.. orchard and then decided to eat sushi.. buffet.. aft my nasi padang.. mutton.. ugh.. so ate with jaime tong bing jun and xiuf.. and came up to about 100 bucks.. had the discman playing with the speakers in my bag from the mrt all the way lah.. bing's mp3 player too.. and then went home and decided to watch the best bet.. i m going to buy that DVD or VCD which ever availible lah.. was really a good show.. din enjoy the wait at all at the arcade.. slept on the way to woodlands to catch the show lah.. was really good.. show ended at about 1140.. and we travelled back towards home.. the BP near home and wanted to buy booze lah.. haha.. din have.. concluded.. no drink driving.. haha.. got a hot god bun there and alsao a bottle of root BEER.. so we got our booze.. LoL.. walked dwn to the 7-11 and then bought a bottle of barcardi and had a bottle of sprite and coke.. and went home.. jaime fell aslp while waiting for his turn to bathe.. LoL.. and we all just laxed arnd for a while.. reaching home at 120.. and then bathed and all.. got into the ariconed room to play daidee uno and bluff.. but then the jaime was so high after having about half the bottle of barcardi NEAT.. haha.. and he was so red and high and giddy.. LoL.. so funny lor.. was just the best nite of the last 2.. even when all of us very very very very tired.. we just played.. and then at 4 everything was finished.. everyone was tired.. and dead.. so left them to sleep and cleaned up the mess outside and inside.. and tehn came online and looked around.. i was too.. high.. XO lah.. and then went to sleep on the sofa bed.. it was 5 already.. woke again at about 8 liddat lah.. and had to chase them off by 9.. sorry guys.. but had so much fun with the 3 guys.. tong jaime and bing.. LoL.. was all fun the whole nite.. lala... and then watered the plants.. got the other things back into place.. lied on the sofa for a while and aunty came liao... oh and had done the laundry.. sheesh.. i think it a disaster lah... haha...

well then went to sleep on mum's bed cause it would not hinder auntie.. and then after that went back to my room to sleep til 3.. thats like now rite? LoL.. and so this was th fun i had lah..

some things that i learn.. i m unable to force my standards upon others.. really... as we are just so different and brought up in such a different manner.. for example.. i cannot expect everyone to off lights or close door in the air con room or help pack up rite? cos they might have maids at home and just let the maid do all the other things up.. its so difficult.. so try as soon as possible to lay ground rules.. and as such.. hope that they will just follow it.. another one is that do not tell people to be at home.. after all.. they may have different home habits from you.. as a guest.. you will not really want to come up to someone's house.. treating it as your own and just having fun all you want and have th host busy him self out without much help.. so yeah.. its just another point there.. something that i will not want to do when i go to someone else's house and just laze around not even asking if help is needed and messing the place up as if i was to come back to pack it to what i was and will be.. there are just restrains to follow even if you are asked to make yourself at home.. and responsibility comes with actions too..

another thing is that never repeat something that someone does not want to remember about.. some things that need not be repeated 10 times within a day just to get the attention althou it may seem that s/he is ok with it.. it just sucks totally lah.. and yes another thing is that do not always mention things about an ex couple about the things they do when they were together and blah blah blah and about ur ex blah blah blah when both are at the same place.. friends we may be.. but it f***** feels awkward lah.. and F***in yes i m affected by it.. so dun do that type of shit lah.. its just damn irritating.. even not for myself lah.. but then for others too.. its just so awkward.. esp after a short period of time.. some people are just not sensitive at all lah...

i really wish i had spent the last few days alone.. and just think about the most important person and making the person happiest.. just cos He is the reason that i live.. and it'd be more fruitful and happier.. but somehow.. i shall not regret.. cos i had my fare share of fun.. soon soon.. Lord.. soon...

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MarkSae, Da-jie Bid Goodbye at 2:58 PM

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