All i Ever Want To Do iS Worship . . .

Sunday, August 22, 2004

they never do dry, do they?

my heart really aches

find me someone who can resurrect this dead spirit

is there anyone who can make this dead man walk again?

i'm pressed but not crushed, persecuted not abandoned, struck down but not destroyed

i'm torn

blinded by myself not being able to see GOd

unable to sing these songs

how long more will it last?

when will it stop?

i cant do it myself

i cant put myself to do it

how i wish this was my last... breathe.. could we have a change of place?

broken

its an honor that i fear

i'm afraid

brain wash me

i've somewhat lost that fire

there aint no pieces to pick up

rejoice, i m dead

or shall i rise again? when?

im dounting myself, im doubting a lot

i cant meet up to that expectations.. to those commitments.. i wish to rid myself of

i m very much afraid, very much

i'm going nowhere, someone, please lead me right again

i need a rest

i cant live without you.. so why dun you just take my life as i m drifting further?

it hurts much

where's the joy taht comes from within? you arent here

distant.

lost.

confused.

desolute.

if you do not know me.. u dun belong here.. if u do not know what i say.. dun guess... its hard to keep it going...

dan.. sorry.. if u are here.. i lost the whole reply about ur entry.. *ooops* yeah.. so its not there..

the only reason for me to hold on now is you.. cos i know that u will never wanna see us in this state.. and i know that God is doing a work within us.. what irony for u to be both the pain and the source of direction.. but thanks.. you made me see light again..

in desperate need of help, divine intervention

MarkSae, Da-jie Bid Goodbye at 10:22 PM

i.S. t.h.i.S. t.h.e. e.n.d. o.R. t.h.e. S.t.a.R.t.

All about ME!!!

Insanity rules my ways,
Christianity governs my days.
Understand, when you know me.
Leave, dont bother, im not concerned..

Life is like a bed of roses, it has thorns dammit

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