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Wednesday, September 15, 2004

i'd rather be loved in life than to love life itself..


was reading a friend's blog, thats if that person still considers me as one, that is, but still, that person will always have a friend in me. it was a rather melocholic one, one that was rather sad and dwn and disturbing. but just maybe its my fault to it as well. anyway it brought out a lot of thoughts into my minute brain... the problem is that.. somehow my thoughts got washed away with the dirt on my while bathing, and got swallowed up while i was having my dinner... so yeah... haoz.. i blurr liao... i shall go dwn to open the letter box, breathe some fresh air and continue with my entry.

at times, the best thing is to be truthful and frank, although the truth hurts at times, let the truth set you free what is the truth then? is there any more truth in humans now? dun they lie and cheat so much. haiz... i really have no idea whats this world going towards...

nah i'm not back after pickin up the mail, but its rather after my short nap. its now 12 plus and i m just way too tired to do anything. i really feel like skipping iac, which is project work that it, and go to sch at 1 tmr instead. but then again. i really do not know what i should actually do. i m tired. and my body is screaming that fact out. i thank God that it doesnt protest against me and tell me that it is tired by malfunctioning. yep its not going to. :)

haiz.. so many of my friends one by one are going dwn. sad, depressed, angry over one same issue. i guess its just a phase that all of us has to go thru... i dunno what i'm just talkin about lah its just not very coherent. i'm just tired. guess i shall blog in sch tmr lor something liddat.. will have a long day.. have meeting in church after that leh...

and it might just be two people, trying to read each other's mind...


u wil never know and confirm what a person is thinkin unless you ask him/her about it.. so why not jsut drop a simple question. tell me it isnt so, tell me that its not what i think it is.. "let the truth set you free"...


i'm at the brink of insanity, at the edge emotional distress. i'm pained by what i see. sigh... or shall i just numb it from you and life apart from you still?

stay committed, be the next reason for me to be happy

MarkSae, Da-jie Bid Goodbye at 8:31 PM

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All about ME!!!

Insanity rules my ways,
Christianity governs my days.
Understand, when you know me.
Leave, dont bother, im not concerned..

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