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Wednesday, October 13, 2004

Guess I'm wishing my life away...
With these things I'll never say

Why are there so many songs about rainbows
and what's on the other side?
Rainbows are visions, but only illusions,
and rainbows have nothing to hide.
So we've been told and some choose to believe it.
I know they're wrong, wait and see.
Someday we'll find it, the rainbow connection.
The lovers, the dreamers and me.

Who said that every wish would be heard
and answered when wished on the morning star?
Somebody thought of that and someone believed it.
Look what it's done so far.
What's so amazing that keeps us star gazing
and what do we think we might see?
Someday we'll find it, the rainbow connection.
The lovers, the dreamers and me.

All of us under its spell. We know that it's probably magic.

Have you been half asleep and have you heard voices?
I've heard them calling my name.
Is this the sweet sound that called the young sailors.
The voice might be one and the same.
I've heard it too many times to ignore it.
It's something that I'm supposed to be.
Someday we'll find it, the rainbow connection.
The lovers, the dreamers and me.

i have found tht about my alergy, really bad one that is. i start itching all over from head to toe, yeah even on my butt, ok stop there ur sick brain of urs. when i start doing it. it gets really irritating cos i will start to scratch all over without even a rash forming, usually my itch would be due to heat rash of dirt rash, but there wasnt no red spots nor rash, just itch, so i dunno where the nex place is going itch, and so, i will be scratching as if i were a monkey! gross...

i analysized and cound that it wasnt food that i was alergic to. something not consumable. then i taugh again, all i did was meet the t09ers and catch white chicks with them (that i would touch on later). and i studied. so conclusion, i was alergic to studying, cos it only started to really itch at potong pasir macs when i started studying with jaime. horrid! and when we stopped from that activity, it followed me to dinner, but it ended when i reached his house (no hanky panky) but naruto! LoL.. anyway think i'm alergic to the thought and the act of excessive studying. for example. i studied from 2pm to 4, then from 10 to 12, rested 12 to 3, 4-5 this morning, then i went to go study again, there! too much studying and nerding in poly is ILLEGAL!!! hahahaha.... oh whatever! ;)

white chicks, blame the auntie sitting nex to me lah! oh i didnt mean twin, but the other auntie!! she looked so fierce and solemn that i darent laugh too loudly or too vigourously. but i still shook with twin quite a bit. and someone just had to complain. but then learn this, if u cant stop us, join us! hahha... and white chicks was darn funny lah. there was an array of jokes, intelligent ones, blonde ones, stupid ones and racist ones... there my joke about the indian calling a nigger black now has changed to the nigger calling another nigger black.. was darn hell funny.. i will not watch it again in the cinemas, will save the money up for other things, but m waiting for something to get the cd, whatever type it is, and i'll rip it, making it even more pirated? hahaha.. but its for personal use lah so its not pirating. and i want to watch it again so that i can remember most of the script. usual after the first time i would be able to remember about half of what was said. but this one, i laughed so so hard that i forgot most of what was said lah. the most memorable thing was this line. "i'm not your door mat" beautiful line.. :)

white chicks is really for good laugh lah. like if i have the money to watch it again for maybe 6? i would lah. worth it! spent 20 in a day. ok i have spent much more thou, but this is a no no in terms of frequency... anyway i have to go start itching again. hahah...

(think you would rather wanna skip reading this part) watched naruto the whole nite last nite and i m only at 19, finished on chapter already. yeah i m an anime freak. people download to watch, i buy the comics to read too. and its all in traditional chinese, one of the very few sji guys who do that and one of the few aerospace losers who can do that, hahahh.. and its hell expensive for the taiwan version. the singapore version set me about 120 odd, about 28 books. 5 bucks.. ok 4.80. now the taiwan version is about 6.90, 710 somewhere there.. mannnn... its hell expensive lah.. and thats where all my extra money for the week goes. good thing the nex book that i m reading is not out yet. so that i can spend that money on movies.. hahah.. ok whatever. why i m saying so much senseless stuff that doesnt concern you and doesnt make a difference even if its not there... (oh so u really read the whole thing? some people just dun listen to advise eh?)

how beautiful life is, now that you're (not anymore) in my life...

MarkSae, Da-jie Bid Goodbye at 11:49 PM

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