All i Ever Want To Do iS Worship . . .

Tuesday, July 05, 2005

Romeo never fell off a roof impressing Juliet... did he?

hello, good morning, how do you do

the weekend was sweet i guess, i really rested as much as i could, but not as much as i wanted to thou. i still had to fulfill reponsibilities, but then, let myself loose, go wild for a moment, then get back into doing somethings. friday was a loong day, started sch at 8, having prac till 5, going through the torment of mr lim gey gao and with alot of other things adding up as well. lets start with the hello. i started friday, not so bad, being able to catch up with friends at whee hours of the morning, as usual, but that didnt really spoil it. the good morning part did. i slept at about 2(?) and then woke up and prepared to go to sch, the usual route, brushing teeth and changing my clothes or so you think, after changing like half my cloths, i hurried to check the time to see if i was late for sch, and to my surprise, i was horribly early, it was 310, i fused ,not fumed, fused, i melted under my immense stupidity and stopped explosion by goin back to bed and slp. but it didnt stop there, when i nex woke up, i realised that i had overslept this time, it was already 7+++ :|, and my friend wanted me to go to sch so that i could pass him back his cd, was some complication, and if i wanted to make it to sch for that lect and not be counted abs, which would then defeat the purpose of going to sch, i had to cab down. but i waited for a good 20 mins for cabs downstairs. it was either there was no cab, or people that came later than me, but stood just a lile ahead of me, snatched my cab away! i didnt want to call fora taxi, calling plus surcharge was 4 dollars off the boarding meter! it was insanity to call for a cab, so i waited until there was almost no one to snatch my cab away from me that i was able to take the cab, i was irritated i must say.

while waiting, i was reminded that the 40 day fast had started, 1st july, it would end on national day, and i was trying to control my temper itself already, only to go to sch for a more dreaded day with dreadful lessons and people. ah wells. but the reward was at nite.

rushed home after the torture and bathed, helped mum with something, i cant rmb what,
haha, then rushed to church in a cab, actually i was very early, but then, i was lazy, adding to it was the heavy bag that i carried, packed some additional personal stuff into my bag for personal entertainment. so i cabbed dwn, bad boi? yes, i agree.
anyway, me tim and shaun took the lorry, the back and the rest took the squeezy van, we enjoyed our free wind and hair redo, the jerking of our lovely driver, and the shaking of the lorry from the back, by us. and i brought my speakers to blast with someone's ipod mini, and we teased and sang and shouted and played around in the open lorry, it was fun, it was an experience i must say, and then we had christian songs, and we called it road evangelism, shouting out songs and silly "whooooos" and insane "Jesus Loves yous" from the lorry, and we got swang arnd and thrown off our asses from time to time by our 90kmh lorry driver. hahaha... that nite was a good one. after everything had settled and we were given free time, i took a bench in the open air a lile off the chalet and laid there to relax, i felt aslp while msging twin, and woke up only an hour later by people playing soccer next to me, and guess what time it was, 1am!! hahaha... they were having fun, and i had half a mind of joining them, but i just woke up, bet my knees would just detach itself it i did, so i went back in and relaxed sommore.

psychology is based on the law of assumption with a majority statistics, everyone reacts the same way, however, there is no 100% in any of the statistics that have been provided by most, or any of the psychological researches, hence, the assuption that the minority would actually act the same way, which is often affected by culture and environment, and hence the minority does have a great effect on any particular result of whatsoever. it is evident in MY CHURCH YOUTHS! hahaha... i have life study speciments now! mmmm..

ahh wells 'overseas' was good, oh, 1 + 1 = 2, and 2 + 2 = 44! hahaha.. that what one of my friends said at 2am. i couldnt stop laughing, i still cant stop now. but sunday was a real looooong day, :|, it started the moment i woke up, had to wake others up, had to ensure that everyone was ready, had to clear the place up, had to do this and do that, as usual, went to church, rushed from breakfast to another place to another place, and had my bossy brother insist that i helped him carry his stuff as if i didnt have anything to do, i was so busy and he didnt understand, and he had nothing to do but just ATTEND parade, like wtf lah, he always thinks he's god or something, like my dad....... ahh watever.... hohoho...

and then there was youth day, i shall not want to say anything about youthday, and please will you stop rubbing it in, i m still young! so yeah, i celebrate youth day too ok?! just that i do it in sch, and then at sakae sushi.. hehe...

a very narrative entry i guess, it gets a lil boring after a while

its when poems and love songs become so common, they become the people's other form of entertainment, it loses it novelty, its not like when in the past, only the educated, the talented could do it, now even bad poems are being appreciated, bad poems are being reviewed, and poems are found almost everywhere, even if you do not appreciate it, people are just doing it, cos it just becoming the norm, and if you dont write a poem, you're not proving your humanity, sounds like it to me, and hence for now, i shall stop writing anymore poems, it gets irritatingly normal. i like to be adnormal, maybe its part of my mental disorder? hahha...

you dont make my day, you only give me pleasant surprises

MarkSae, Da-jie Bid Goodbye at 1:29 PM

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