All i Ever Want To Do iS Worship . . .

Monday, March 20, 2006

knowledge, a certain poison

within a human life, we gain knowledge, we aspire to gain knowledge. who likes being kept in the dark about something. i've a friend who always wonders why we're laughing, and she's just simply ask, "what?!". who doesnt want to know the latest gossip, or to know the nicest drink, or the best drink to get drunk on, or the coolest club/pub, or the best church, or just news? we all grow up, grow old, acquiring knowledge, just depending of what.

ignorance is (temporary) bliss

i've said that line before, and im sure that i've said that more than once to some people. but its somewhat true. "whatever you don't know, won't hurt you". and all these are half truths, i also learnt that half truths were lies.

however, i'd rather be the fool, the ignorant fool, who doesnt know anything.

i hate it when i'm in the know, when i sense something, when i'm right about the intuition (i know its a girl word). i hate it when i see something that i should do something about, and yet its against my heart to actually want to do it. and afterall, my mind wins this battle. or maybe you can say its Spirit lead, if you know what i mean and believe in it as well.

this post has been stopped and continued on the 25th of march due to the lack of will to continue on that day.

thanks friend, for crashing my cert to bitch, and leaving me nowhere on this earth to complain, for one, you, i wont go to, for i dont trust you anymore.

the thought of your leaving screws me up good. i'm bad at good byes anyways.

when accused, Pride causes us to react instead of reflect.

who hasnt watched V for Vendatta yet? i want to go watch it AGAIN. gosh, i'm in love with that voice, with that poise, with that script.

clothe in unproductivity.

i havent been able to type anything much, due to the fact that my brains havent really been working, and i havent been feeling anything much, there hasnt really been a thing to talk about actually, though i've really been busy the past few days, but i guess there isnt anything to say. maybe.

diarrhoea, a blessing, or a curse?

yesh yesh, go on teasing and laughing all you want. but i'd appreciate the float and the part where i'm full of shit and its been released out, maybe that explains why i'm unable to come up with something, anything for one entry, cos i've lost all my shit the past three days. but i say, it was one of the worse diarrhoea attacks i've EVER had. usually some medication could work, but i had to use another medication to try to stop it, which actually worked lah. thank God. but the diarrhoea pains werent as bad though. to summarise the pain into a sentence, i'd say, run sand paper through your butt, you'd know what i mean. ((: (im just being nice now..)

results were out. and results were results of my slacking through the term. didnt do really well, but i didnt do really badly either. i guess i did better than what i actually expected myself to do. like fail something or get d for most mods, but nah, it was better than that, so much for slacking, fourbees a cee and a deeplus. if you get what i mean..

ouch?

MarkSae, Da-jie Bid Goodbye at 1:23 AM

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