All i Ever Want To Do iS Worship . . .

Monday, November 20, 2006

its just isnt her

the doulos people were awesome, and the testimony's sooooo powerful! yes yes! money isnt a problem to God, not at all, when you really need it, it just appears, not some, but just the amount you need, you just have to boldy take that step with Him and He will show you that He has already taken that step before you did, preparing the ground that it may not be too dangerous for you, that you may always be safe, in Him.

and even in the smallest of things, when you trust Him, when you ask, He proves His faithfulness, things that you know very well you can settle it yourself with the connections, but yet, when he shows His favor, His faithfulness, its a matter of how much now. its awesome how the drums actually did end up in the room, with having lacking a hundred a day before and having darren for once taken leave on that wed to come down for cf and pass us the money that we needed to settle the drums with. it wasnt mere coincidence i dare say, it couldnt be THAT coincidental could it?

oh,

HAPPY NINETEEN BIRTHDAY, BESTIE!!

may the Lord show you who He is, and His favour be upon you! may you continue to grow in love and wisdom and a passion so deep. ((:

so whats next?

cf is going to another level, and that means, its going to be more exciting. no, not in terms of programs, not in terms of the fun, no. but certainly, we're moving on.

"to know Jesus profoundly,
to serve Jesus passionately."

it may just mean reading the Bible to you, it may just mean spending more time serving in church and all the other christian organizations to you. but well, you're wrong, its much more than that, cos i'm really starting to be convicted far more than what i was, that this God that i have, He's not just another story, not just another legend, not just any other. He's being real in my life, He's becoming too true that i cant deny His existance. and i'm surviving now, its all because of this sustainance human love cant bring.

the colorless for the handicapped.

ok my graphics card is oh the verge of crashing! i need a new desktop! the card's embedded on the mother board and due to some stupid clumpsy person, i cant change the mother board, yes yes, i'm the stupid one. so well, i cant change the graphics and yays?! ugh

gosh, saturday was really good.. and i'm like saying the same thing over and over again. its not about the emotions that were induced, its not about the highs and the tears. its about knowing who God was and worshiping Him for that, and cos of that, it was the people who lead a lifestyle knowing God, that lead us into the time of worship. it wasnt the music, it wasnt the songs, but it was the worship overflowing from the lifestyle that brought us into worship. the band was very professional in style, very gel-ed, very good, but to prove my point, i was sitting where the sound was actually bounced off from the walls, so it isnt all too best of where the sound is, only realised that majorly at the end of the service la..

The tug at heart strings,
feelings seemingly unfamiliar.
Longings or cravings,
lust out of its lair.

well, thats the price you pay when you disobey, that the price you pay when you hear the voice of a human telling you, its now or never. sometimes, there's no turning back, but Father, forgive them.

follow your heart and you'll get lost, follow the folkstale and you'll end up where they are, follow knowledge and you'll be a hyprocrite.

look to the left and look to the right, they may seem the perfectest human beings, but look above, and you'll see what perfection means.

dont disregard me for my status, for its in the blood and cannot be taken away, do not take it lightly and make it seem that you're helping, for love for brothers are deeper than what you can imagine it to be, its better you do nothing than try and make things worse.

once i press the play button, i'm dysfunc. thanks twin! love it!

MarkSae, Da-jie Bid Goodbye at 12:03 AM

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