All i Ever Want To Do iS Worship . . .

Monday, August 18, 2008

sediments and sentiments

4 aug

1 Corinthians 15:55
"Where, O death, is your victory? Where, O death, is your sting?"

and as i saw her lay there, so peaceful, so serene, i knew, it was all over.

death should bring things into prespective.

death should bring people together.

death is the last act of love.

a reflection on a family friend's death.

today

it seems amazing how fast time flies.

2006, nineteen years old, seems to be the most amazing year of my life, while in 2007, it started on a high, it didnt really end with a bang, and now i'm lookin at the last half of 2008 and asking myself, dear, where am i going from here? its been twenty one years of my life, and as what i want, another nine before everything should be in place and come to a closing of the book.

i went back to a post in 2006 and realised, i've been who i've not want to become already. and its amazing how recent ago it was and at the same time how long ago it was. two years, how did this year just fly by? how did i lose it? i've let time slip through my fingers to the army and its not a very nice feeling.

its scary to not know who's been reading your blog, esp when the person starts to do a search. mmm... just who are you? sign the guest book lah. be kind to me.

i've been attending too many funerals in a week for my age. its not supposed to be like that, yesh i know i've been complaining that tad bit about too many birthday parties every sat or alternate sats, but, its different from having funerals. sighs, at least its not my peers whose funerals i'm attending, and Lord, please dont.

you just ain't worth it

and when its all said and done. oh wells.

best friends remain best friends when they meet once or twice a year to catch up,
they become close friends when they meet up one a monthly basis
they become good friends when they meet up regularly
and they become enemies when they meet everyday. x=

the sparkles in your eyes

sometimes you can read a person so well, when they ask you a certain question, and then you look at the situation, it kinda worries you. well, not too much into thinkin i'm going to be doing, i'll just want to recoop from where i'm and not want to butt into too much.

i'm a safe person, i've got too many safety mechanisms put in place, i'll just do auto pilot.

the light at the end of the tunnel is what i will believe in

MarkSae, Da-jie Bid Goodbye at 8:39 PM

i.S. t.h.i.S. t.h.e. e.n.d. o.R. t.h.e. S.t.a.R.t.